March 30, 2005 at 11:09 pm · Filed under Old Stuff

slavery calls by

reality strikes me as i stare at my LCD display, and with utmost non-desire to start applying for jobs, i finally started the process today.
there were specific reasons i came to the US.
- experience US edu.
- avoid working.
with my 2.5 years of freedom about to get over, i am wondering, my hungry stomach strikes back.
food, my friends, makes u do undesirable things.

but then suddenly i am thinking, how long till one day say i do the same — quit my job for greener pastures. (i still remember the morning of June 29, 2002 when i suddenly decided to quit IRIS).

being optimistic (as i am), i have blamed ‘the poor working environments‘ in my old company for my drastic actions. i just hope i find something / some < =where=> i can survive a bit longer.

music : nirvana - lithium

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March 26, 2005 at 7:47 pm · Filed under Old Stuff

Just Be

For all those who think “Trance” is all about the “Dance”. Music, my friends, is a sea of surprises and comes in many forms and shape. Never try to like just one branch of it.

DJ Tiesto - Just Be (excerpt)

You can travel the world
But you can’t run away
From the person you are in your heart
You can be who you want to be
Make us believe in you
Keep all your light in the dark
You’re searching for truth
You must look in the mirror
And make sense of what you can see
Just be
Just be

(full)

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March 17, 2005 at 9:53 pm · Filed under Old Stuff

Appointment : Circus Disco
Time : 8:00pm
Date : Sat, Mar 19 2004

With: Armin Van Burren

In State of Trance 187:

Its been months since I have been excited about something. Armin, ma man, uve come to the rescue of this bhooka nanga indian, (now being exploited by chinese immigrants).

In State of Trance
In State of Freedom
In State of Creativity
In State of Evrythingness

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March 10, 2005 at 4:24 pm · Filed under Old Stuff

http://www.paulgraham.com/start.html

one of the most brilliant articles I have read recently.

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March 6, 2005 at 9:15 pm · Filed under Old Stuff

Gosh, I am really struggling with some Java code here.
The problem with me is - I cannot “add into” someone’s already coded stuff if they have not involved me into the design phase of the project. I hate being a debugger jumping from one class to the other. 10 mins into it and I start my Winamp loud.
What this is doing is, its making me kinda scared, cause I am a bit behind schedule on this Finch Lab stuff. Another thing is that I have too much of a self ego to ask many questions to the concerned people.
So everything summed short - I am not coding Java, thinking more about it than actually doing the action, getting scared about the project proposal for cs548, thinking about when I should start with my job apps (and defi, how to do that), thinking about, gosh I need to improve my Python skills.
Now that makes up a completely confused mind mixed with a bit of a scare - which suddenly double clicks on Drive G to look at the folder “Along Came Polly” and starts watching it.

Dear World,

I present to you - Ashay Suresh Manjure, age 25, with maturity of a 15yr old kid.
Thank you for your patience.

Regards,
A Confused Mind.

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March 5, 2005 at 5:46 pm · Filed under Old Stuff

A warning sign
I missed the good part then I realized
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses

… A warning sign
You came back to haunt me and I realized
That you were an island and I passed you by
And you were an island to discover

… warning signs from the boys from oxford.

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March 2, 2005 at 2:12 am · Filed under Old Stuff

Loaded

Now I know how it feels to have (250+30)Gb under the Hood. (and a thimbleful of T1 helps a lot).

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